my son Eric died 2 years ago.he was such a kind fella.always the smile.:rockon:
he died very hard.he was only 21.even in my sleep im tormented.i have dreams of brushing his teeth.
i can only imagine what his mom goes thru.

I have two sons Paul. I can't even begin to understand how I would feel. I hope time will ease your pain..

I'm so sorry Paul. I hate to hear of anyone losing a loved one, especially your child. I, too, couldn't even begin to understand the pain you have been through. Call me anytime buddy.

least i still have my son Brent..he's 6foot 4 and full of muscles.

im so fucked with this.

i'm sorry to hear that Paul.
my heart is heavy hearing that.

Sorry to hear about your loss. They say time heals al wounds, but time is relavent, and when a loved one passes on it seams like time just stands still. He may be gone, but so long as he is in your hart and mind he will never really be gone, it is when you start to forget all the good times, and start to forget everything that is when our loved ones are really gone. Be thankfull for the time you had, and do your best to keep your life going, its hard but it has to be done. And yes it will take a year or ten years, but the day will come when your life starts over again, but remember, so long as he is in your soul he will always be there with you.

I know that there is nothing that I could say, that will ever ease your pain buddy. I cannot even imagine the loss of a child. But I have lived my life with trust in God, and I believe he has a plain for each of us. I believe your son is now in a much better place, and now lives with God.
I wish you the best, and Pray for Gods peace to comfort you. And always remember all the Good times you had with you son, and keep him close in your heart.
Just remember that some day, you will be reunited with him !

Your friend,

Bill

thanks guys..some days are better than others.here lately its been hard.brian and Bill..i know he's in a better place.:)
it was such a tragic death.im just happy his mom didnt have to ID him.i still can see his rosy red cheeks and his flawless hairdoo.
my father is watching over him now.:)

dwelling is not a good thing.it eats at your soul and heart...believe me.